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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Awaiting for the arrival on monday.... tis time.. band will be joining us for the parade reharsal..(YEAH!) im goanna see her! im afraid i would be disappointed if she didn make it to sch on monday.... its been three,four days... i hav not been seeing her.... i felt so neglected.... without her one day.... im without oxygen one day..... i nearly died of breathing tis few days.... does she know?? i doubt so.... i love her so much.... jus wanted to see her on sunday... but she kept telling me she was busy.... was she scared of seeing me?? wad did i do wrong?? i did not feel any.... a simple request.... yet she took it as a piece of useless notes.... She threw it after seeing it...... wondering wad she thinking..... i felt lost.... is lyk im nobody's.... not even half..... not even one quarter.... Totally lost.... my sense of direction has vanished.... without her.... i would hav been lying on the coffin...... i need her,i love her,i miss her does she know all tis?? i can tell she dun even wan to know.... because of the path i went wrong.... she see me as a bad guy for as if a decade.... everybody has been given a second chance.... im i an exception? i doubt so.... i jus need a second chance.... she dun even wanna give me.... she thinks tat i would hurt her lustre heart again.... once bad... she thinks it is bad forever.... i wanted to hear wad she has been thinking.... if not.... there is no end to tis story... i wan an ans.... do not say me impatient.... i had given her enuf time for her to think.... in the end... wads her ans? "i jus need more time".... i heard tis umpteen times.... is she trying to avoid me using tis kind of method?? i dun wanna know.... IMY..... Rin....... |
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