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Sunday, January 31, 2010
well, today was a great day for me, in the morning, went to swim as usual, thn took a nap for 2hours, thn meet kennybro at bugis, buying bag together, it was damn funny while buying bag, for me, i told the person my budget is 25-30dollars, thn he jus ramdomly grab a "budget" bag for me, then i was lyk NO? then another guy came, i think is the boss, wahh... his mouth ah, lyk a big atomic bomb, shot me and made me bought a bag! same as kenny too ! :) hahas, we are completely lost -.- aniway, i enjoy today :) after tat went to kenny house slack abit, thn went homed myself :) |
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
Today was fine :) went for cgm and service, cgm was great at joshua place ! service had Rev Niko, he was indeed a MAN OF GOD! omy, jus received a great word of god :) felt so fruitful, aniway, didn went for fellowship, went home instead. i thought i would see her today, but nvm... after we were lyk so lost to each other, i felt tat, i still love her so much, i hope today's service, god will transform her life, as she was at the same church as me today, i jus wan her to know, i didn gave up on her, im still walking behind her, preparing to hold onto her, whenever she's goanna fall... hmmm... im so tired... nights guys, gtg... |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
HooHHoo~! hi guys, blogging again :) im now treating blog as a journal liao... wooots~ anyway, today was a long day for me, time move so slow... think there's nothing i blogging about bah.. and tmr getting th W series walkman mp3 player le :) yaY! hahas... gtg bye:) |
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Monday, January 25, 2010
yesterday, went to have a drink with bro again, i tot i onli drank 3 cans nia... but dk why i jus suddenly become drunk... i have difficulties going home... but in the end, manage to go home safely... tis morning, woke up and felt abit of headache... but its was alright after a while... me myself is seeing, the shadow of the old ian... he's coming back... im so scared.... im physically tired, and internal tired... im so moodless, dun feel lyk blogging... 宝贝， 这是我最后一次叫你宝贝了。。 我在这想跟你说， 我们再这样下去， 最后还是要做个了断。。。 其实， 跟你在一起的日子， 我很开心。 我从来没有看不起你。。。 我没因你的身世， 而嫌弃你。。。 在我的心目中， 你是个完美的女孩。 我希望， 没有我的生活里， 你会过得很好。。。 但， 我会站在你的世界的莫个角落， 当你需要我的时候， 我都会出现。 再见。。。。。 |
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
 in midst of my thoughts, jesus u show me the light, when im standing in no wher in darkness, u shine out a path for me to walk... i once closed my door... but now, im willing to open it up once again, and i put my all onto ur holy hands, my life shall be trusted to u... but not anybody else, cuz there is no one lyk u so loving, so caring,and so patiently wait for me, to return bak to ur kingdom and confess... 6months ago de ian has been dead beneath the earth, but 6months ltr, u raised a new ian back on earth to worship u, im glad to have u in my life, without u,my life would be in a mess, without u,i wouldn be saved... without u,i wouldn be here anymore... thank you jesus, my saviour and lord eternally... |
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Friday, January 22, 2010
Hi!! im jus came bak from npcc :) not very tired though... Today i was completely moodless to study... cuz i cnt contact my girlfriend... im so worried for her th whole day =( anyway, she jus replied me around 6plus... so the ans was she was sick... now im quite relieved... jus now on the way home, was with fiona and nigel, they both kept demoraising me =( kept saying im smelly.... who sweat not smelly ah! wth... ltr im goin kennybro house ton, haha! is goanna be fun=) now i go take a nap first :o 19days to our 1st month :) Love eu my baby<3 |
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
 Hi guys, im blogging again as u can see, i must say, my spiritual life is getting worsen... i dunno why.... it happened during th previous service, after worshipping and praise, i suddenly felt nothing about god.... felt lyk backsliding... after since, i have gone berserk.... im starting to become th "old ian"... i felt tat god's door has banned me... at tat point of time, i was going reckless of anything.... wad should i do.... everything seems to be goin bak to the starting point... infront of me, there was no path for me to walk on... wad i see is, fog..... i started to think, i mean, all this while, i been a hypocrite infront of god!?! omg.... wad a hypocrite i am... days by days, i began to feel, god is walking away from me, further and further.... no one was beside me... but alone.... As today u had seen me, i may look normal to u, but inside my heart, it turns into a black heart.... a black heart tat is only darkness in it.... my mind is in a whirlwind... as things get worsen day by day, the devil seems to be talking to me... i dunno why... grrr.... cuz of this, my actions and behaviour became a havoc.... wad r the things i can do now? wad should i do? is god willing to bring me bak to his kingdom? OMG... im so deeply in debt to god.... i have asking myself.. wad th hell is happening to me... the "old ian" is back..... |
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
 Hi guys, bringing u some update over here... actually nothing much uhh.. ytd had npcc pt training, for some of us, were doin campcraft thingy... Today, got cgm and service, but unfortunately, im unable to attend both, cuz i got a reunion dinner to attend... haiix... Baby, though we jus started to be together, but im willing to fork out my time and energy, to figure ur heart puzzle... every piece makes a difference, though sometimes i dun really undertand u, but i will make an effort to do better:) even we had 2 quarrels in a row... but looking at another view, it makes both of us understand each other more, wad i wan to say is, i realli love you, truly from my heart<3 |
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Hi guys, Today was a wonderful day at school, it was RuoHeng and DUA TAO birthday!! we celebrated dua tao birthday straight after school, we plan not to destroy th cake... but some idiots jus did it... mdm toh walk pass, she destroy our mood sia... thn in th end, did some cleaning up around th area... thn went to canteen eat th rest of th cake... Today dun feel lyk goin npcc.. instead went for gym in school, play basketball with kennybro,fionaSis,darryl and E zuan(dk how spell) it was fun yeah! :) after gym, went smoking... after tat, was taking lft down, but we nearly stuck inside th life sia!!! th door open halfway thn never move le!! i was totally freak out man! but fiona dk press wad... thn door open!! wa heng worh... hahas... Bused home with kennyBro :) i wan MUSCLE !!! i DUN WAN FATS!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUA TAO!!! |
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Monday, January 11, 2010
 Hi guys, im blogging again =) ytd, went outing with my stead and a few friends, anyway, ytd was th first day i get stead =) anyway, had a great time in cinema ;O shall not elaborate cuz scare ppl jealous ;p today, same thing goes, meet kenny,fiona and trenna, went to school together... today was quite ok... i slept for 1period of math onli.. perhaps realli tired bah... 4th year in MJR... everything seems the same.. To me, mjr wasn a great school to me, dun worry, im not doin some cross ference here, tat was my perspective... 1st two years was so bad for me, shall not mention... when i reach sec3, as i started accepted christ, my life had transformed... my first turning point started when i know christ... till now, im living so good... anyway, i had chosen my destination, TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC! game&entertainment=) i wish Poly shall be my next turning point in my life.. wads past shall be th past... wads future shall be th futre... but my life never be th same anymore... today, i saw a person which i dun even wanna see anymore... but is bo pian, he came to take results... at th first glance, i tot i see wrongly... but to a much more glance, it is really him... but still, i ignore him... In life, u cnt wait till things happen, and then start to realise... i wanted to forgive him ... but in order to forgive him, i had to forgive myself... but I CANT!!!! nvm... shall not mention on tis matter... i hope 1 day, when im leaving mjr... i will leave with no fear nor regrets, but waiting for th anointing of god to prosper me ahead, of my life.... Friends, u will never understimate th power of it... start to think wads between u and ur friend, no matter is a girl&boy, or girl&girl, or boy&boy, a friendship is a bond .... being with friends with each other is not by coincidence, or some other mindsets... But by God's will... cherish every day,hour,min and sec with ur friends, if not, th day after today, u might have a quarrel with him/her? or other things? Friends, dun wait till anything between u and him/her , thn started to realise things tat u should have realise, tat would be too late... for me, i had experience it tat... i wish tat for any friends out there, pls make a decision between u and ur friend, whether is BGR or friendship, ask ur girlfriend or boyfriend, or friend tat is very close to u, make a promise to each other, do it for th sake of th future... tats all i gotta say... |
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
Hi guys, its been since a while i touch my blog... 1st week of school was tough for me ... wed had NPCC, thur had poly open house, fri had NPCC again, sat had church... phew... ltr goin out with kennyBro, hahas.. ytd's sermon was so perfect for me... haha... gtg :) |
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
PHEW*.... Today was the second day of school.. my classroom was lyk at 5th floor? anyway, i still can cope with things in school , though i got 5-6months left for N level... err... nothing to post le..HeHexD byeex.. |
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
Hi guys, i posting again.. ytd went for service, it was great! =) after tat went to visit bryan, for some personal reason.. then, me,renfang,olivia,jacky, were talking about my testimonies... haha... anyway, tmr is th day school starts, must work hard yeah ? anyway, i got a few resolution to figure out, BREAK MY ADDICTION BY END OF JAN, CLOSER TO GOD, NEVER EVER SKIP LESSON OR SCH, STUDY HARD, ENG-B3 Math-B3 Chinese-A2 CONBINED SCIENCE-B3 CONBINED HUMANITIES-B3 POA-A2 I hope by GOD's power, he can do anything possible for me !  |
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Friday, January 1, 2010
Hi guys, FIRST OF ALL, wishing everybody, A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! shall post about ytd bah :) ytd, went to 3 places, first, went to zone appreciation , at parkway parade :) here are some pic(s) :  Me+Karnex+Jacky :)  Rayner playing psp ?  Th things we made for huizhen they all de performance :)  Ramdom pic :)  Karnex!  Food :)  rayner still playing psp :)  HONGDA!  ramdom :)  ramdom :)  ramdom :)  ramdom :)  ramdom :)  E458 & E507 :)  ramdom :)  ramdom :)  Brandon->Bryan->jacky->olivia :) Haha, after tat went down to kaisiang birthday, saw some friends there, we play and play, thn cut cake luh,  omg! wad hermun doin ?  KAI SIANG!!  Kena smash by cream :)  ramdom :)  ramdom :) after tat, pei ling came soooo late, then, follow peiling go clementi, west coast there countdown, well, met some new friends of hers, all very funny , haha!!  sea view at west coast :)  ramdom :)  fire works !  FIRE WORKS!! when the clock strike 12, peiling's friends were, cursing and swearing, instead of saying happy new year? haha, th whole night, we roam around th whole clementi, quite fun, we also did alot of stupid stuff yeah! I hope tis year, 2010 shall be a better year for me yeah! ;) |
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