Thursday, April 30, 2009 0 comment(s) / 5:43 PM hmm.... today's english was average.. so i hope i can pass~~ after tat me,rf,elaine,clarin and zhirong all go tam jamming... thn we was lyk learning the basics first... the teacher plae the "All the small thing" and i think is quite nice... but one thing for sure... i hate the teacher d eng... it makes me wanna bash him up sia... anyway... forget it... our tab for our song mux next week thn get it... so,today went smoothe except somting.... We R late!!! thn the girls r still taking own sweet time!!! OMG.... in the end onli plae about 1hr 15mins... after tat went home with zr... tired....

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Sunday, April 26, 2009 0 comment(s) / 6:59 PM ur decision was rite.... i always tell myself we r meant to be together... i dun wish to hav any conflicts between us... i love you so much.... mayb i was abit fast for u... okay.. from now onwards... wad u wan to do i would listen to u... i will respect you... fate made us to be together... i realli dun wanna give up u... u r my everything.... whenever u starts to get angry with me... i hate myself... asking myself... why i hav made u angry... findin my mistakes... seeing u happy... is my wishes... i know u nvr doubt me.... i did not doubt u either.... i hope we can be together for prolong.... i dun hav the intention to give up between us... i goanna hold u tight.. not having any chance or reason to let u out of my life.... Rin.... trust me with ur heart... for now... nothing is impossible for us... mayb i love you too much.... or i think too much... sorry for being too fast.... ILY.... Rin.....

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Friday, April 24, 2009 0 comment(s) / 9:31 PM WOW.... Today's school d anniversary parade and the concert was great!! after parade.. all npcc all chiong to the viewing gallery.. after tat was a long prize giving for the "bookworms" follow by tat... dance,wushu,choir,band,CO i love band d "mama mia" so nice sia... after tat... tired liao luh went home and sleep nothing much... today was happy d.. thn saw some cruel msg from her.... she said in a relationship there's no need to hold hand all these... at tat moment... i moodswing... nvr hug or kiss i dun mind... but canot hold hand?? but i couldn blame her... i dun wan cuz of this small thing we quarrel... i understand... time is needed for her... i kept remindin myself... i wasn easy to be with her.... i cnt jus gave up lyk tis... i will wait for anything for her... she is my everything... i cnt afford to lose her... my life would break down without her.... U're my everything.... ILY... Rin....

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Thursday, April 23, 2009 0 comment(s) / 5:16 PM Today so tired lahs~~ stupid zhirong ask me meet him at alj mrt at 5am thn slack lo... after tat on th way to sch... saw clarin and her accompanies.... since she say she dun wan so many ppl to know we r an item.. thn i pretend nvr see her... thn suddenly headache... SS lesson sleep EL lesson also sleep somemore sleep over shot... when i wake up is already 11.10am i was very blur... when i wake up everybody was gone except meiqi and jun wen i ask them wher is everybody meiqi say all go recess... thn i was lyk.. wad the...??!! recess liao ah?? i laugh at myself... after recess... leeBH lesson... sian lah... thn shirley wong... doin reading lab... see le i blur diao... i act i reading... thn go take ans sheet go copy... stupid kaisiang... so fast finish... actually finish 2 can go le.. thn shirley wong say make it 4... all 3b1 scold kaisiang... but in the end... do 3 jiu ok le... after sch... go grandlink plae drummania with zr... thn go home le... believe everybody wan to know more abt me and her rite?? i waited for several months... finally the time has come... fate does it... she finally be my gf le at tat moment... i was damn happy lah.... but she wan me to keep low profile... in class canot call her dear or wad... canot hold hand... cnot this canot tat.... haii~~ she say let nature take course... i wanted to know... being together and let everybody know is it a sin?? i dun get it... or she scare her reputation.? i mean... wads there to scare about? we did nothing wrong mahs... i waited for so long... finally i can be with her... now she tell me canot this canot tat... im not angry or wad... is jus tat i wanted to know WHY?? or she couldn adapt to a "2 person world" life? or cuz of me, she would lose all her friends? if it was the reason.... why would she still lyk me.... she told me she wasn simple... anyway i try my best to let her choose her way... it wasn easy to be with her... i dun wan a little things make us apart... i jus wanna tell her... i will hold her tight... nvr let her go... i wanna hold her hand... walk this path together.... ILY,IMY,INY Dear... i jus wanna let u know how i felt...... i realli love you.... trust my feelings...

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 0 comment(s) / 6:55 PM Haii~~ tmr checking full uni.... i scare tio scolded.... and sch anni comin soon.... anyway... these few days in school was okay.... nothing happen.... for today.... same luh... hermun go bully tecklee... tecklee newly shaved hair was very disgusting sia... i wan to vomit liao.... thn... chemistry lesson trying to sleep but kena woke up by miss salina alot times.... ended up staying bak finishing up the assignment... today very tired luh...(idk why) after school... saw trenna,renfang,xiangying,elaine all at seond floor boys toilet... thn me and ks go down see... u know wad? the girls camping outside the door of boys toilet... i ask them wad were they doin there... they say they waiting for yikang to come out.... thn me and ks go in see wher is him... go in ah... saw yikang wet lyk chicken sia.... they bo liao or wad.... haii~~ forget it... thn go home... halfway... zhirong called me... say he very bored... so i chg clothes le then take bus to aljunied mrt.... thn we slack lor... hai~~ MYE coming.... mus work hard.... for eng... i still okay luh... maths ah... gt confident(yeah!) chinese... sure pass physic... idk... chem... sure fail... SS... sure fail... his... sure fail... POA.... 100% sure fail.... so tats all..... ILY Rin.....

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 0 comment(s) / 11:02 AM Ytd i had alot of fun at the condo with those church friends but ytd no time to post.... thn today goin to work... so idk wad to post for today... ytd went to the condo plae games... after tat they gt the talent show... gt cooking or drama or band.... need 2-5 members luh... anway i anyting d.... and i dun wan mass dance Okay! after went to expo for the service.... on the way... i knew another muscial guy he's name is andy.... he's a guitarist... i told him im a drummer... he didn know... haha... reached expo... hav prayer meeting... thn sing song... after tat... pastor Kong continue with the "relationship" thing it was hilarious!~~ they do a short drama.... on sex d... wah... thn alot ppl laugh sia(including me) anyway i realli enjoy the service...

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Saturday, April 18, 2009 0 comment(s) / 11:11 AM Alot of things cannot be forced... jus lyk love.... if u lyk a person.. and the person did not lyk u.... u cannot force the person to lyk u.... forcing will create unhappiness.... as me and rin... u all should know as my classmates... me and her... whether we gt chance to be together onot... let fate decide... i canot keep asking her to be my girlfriend... she wouldnt be happy... Rin is a good gurl... i also dun wan her to spend time on me... if she thinks tat spending time on me... isnt worthless... thn why should i mind? i mux accept the fact tat she did not choose me... sometimes... things tat u wan them to be... i may not be wad u wan... facing reality is part of my life.... i knew im not realli a good guy... but im trying my best to do a good guy does... for her sake... anything i do for her is worth.... I love her.... she would always be in my heart 4ever... waiting for her.... is worth.... she said she wanted a lastlong relationship... i understand.... mayb on tat moment.... i was too rush... i did not catch her reasons... and insist on saying tat is her fault.... i admitted tat i did some wrongs.... i did not hold my promises... i find another gurl to replace her... as i hav wait too long.... but in the end.... i found out tat i hurt 2 gurls at the same time.... i felt regretted.... i still did not understand wad is love.... breakup is not happy thing i mux say.... but breaking up makes u realise sumting... it makes u learn more things in relationship... chances is not for u to wasted.. is a oppunity to achieve sumting more than u do... Rin..... even though i dun hav the chance to be with her... seeing her in school... is satisfied for me.... I rmb.... the first relationship.... i was onli 13.... it ended up onli 1day.... mayb i was too small for a rlp(short form for relationship) i did not felt anything... but tis time... i could feel myself mature... i learn alot in rlp..... facing unexpected endings... having quarrels.... being punctual on ur date.... all tis.... is not teachable.... is life exprience.... Rin.... she made me realise alot things... a promise to a gurl... is a promise.. wad u promise to a gurl u mux do it... u break it.... tats it.... I realli love her.... realli realli.... deeply deeply... she's my everything....

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Friday, April 17, 2009 0 comment(s) / 10:12 PM 1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? -my cheeks 2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning? -i dun feel lyk goin to school 3.Who was the last person who you took picture with? -zhirong 4.Would you consider to be spoiled? -yeah but now,i dun wan== 5.Would you ever donate blood? -no...my mum dun let.scare i faint== 6.Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex? -yes alot 7.Do you want someone dead? -NO What does your last text msg says? -It says, "1.10pm ah? okayokay.you better dun late hor" 9.What are you thinking of right now? -thinking of nobody== 10.Did you wish someone was with you right now? -Yes, RIN 11.What time did you go to sleep last night? -very early about 7plus 12.Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing right now? -singapore?? 13.Is someone on your mind right now? -yes,hermun 14.Who was the last person who texted you? -REN FANG

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0 comment(s) / 7:44 PM I remember something..... God first love us.... so we must love God bak too therefore... we mux love each other no matter wad... i learnt wad is forget and forgive wadever things tat happen between me and her.... is a past... i shouldnt be petty over tis small matter... i promise her... wadever wad is her decision... i respect her.... being bak to friends... is not a problem today... we bak to our lastimes relationship.... i dun think is a pity tat i cnt be her boyfriend.... is a pity tat i cnt be her friend.... but still, im goanna treat her as my gan stead luh.... whether we can be together onot... it does not matters.... i jus cnt lose a friend lyk her.... im sorry rin.... forgive me for my immaturity.... my foolish thinkings.... my childish acts.... i promise u i will be ur good gan boyfriend:) i thought i thought..... if fate gives us a second chance.... the end should be different.... was tat possible...? mayb... mayb not.... let fate do the decision....

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Thursday, April 16, 2009 0 comment(s) / 6:33 PM today was a nice day~ at sch.... first 5 periods doing boring things luhs.... thn after recess... come bak to class thn gt 4 free periods me,kelly,meiqi,trenna,hermun,andy,darren all plae black&white... odd ones must take off 1 button of their shirts.. plae until last round... scissor , paper ,stone with hermun wad the f***.... i lose... thn i flash the whole body loh.... anyway it was quite fun... thn...hmm... today did tok to her abit luh... she tried to tok to me.. asked me whether im angry onot.. i said no.... she asked me why i nvr tok to her... i said theres nothing to tok abt.... she was rather feeling odd tat why i nvr talk to her... but i felt okay... so.... school ended lyk tis.. after tat go find gilbert.... went with him for lunch.... teach him some JS..... thn i went home myself....

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 0 comment(s) / 8:05 PM After training for three days for the school anniversary parade, it was so tired lahs..... anyway i think its worth.... and today i got my marksman badge!! yesh~~ if u wanna know anything abt me and her.... nothing much.... i given up her... everything finally came to th end.... we're jus incompatible.... fate does it.... and i dun blame fate... she choose the path... i respect it..... forcing is useless.... if she wanna still be friends.... i dun think i wan.... whenever i see her.... i rmb all the pains,unhappy things,hurts and losses.... mayb i also wan time to ease my feeling.... cure my pains and worthless losses.... im on my way to start a new path which i dun need her anymore...

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 0 comment(s) / 8:07 PM Its another day of disappointment..... today goin to renfang d church again.. i thot i can see her.... she said she was tonning at yvonne house... she said she cnt make it.... and i said "its okay,nvm...." after tat.... met elaine at kallang mrt.... met hongda on the way.... waiting for renfang d cab to fetch us to the expo.... during the journey... in the cab.... renfang ask me why clarin nvr come.... i said she was tonning at yvonne house and renfang said its not tat.... i was doubting..... renfang says clarin scare of seeing me.... tat makes me realised sumting.... she thinks tat seeing me is a pain.... also, to her.... seeing me in school is a torture.... after hearing this.... my heart fell to the ground.... cracked to pieces..... why does she hav to lie to me?? if she realli cnt make it, jus tell the truth.... why she had to lie to me? is it cuz she scare i sad tat she didn come? or wad.... wondering..... my feelings for her.... has sank to th bottom of the ocean.... my heart has push her away.... i care for her.... does she care for me? and she thinks tat by lying to me is a form of caring to me.... its wrong.... deeply wrong.... my understanding of her.... has paused.... my hope for her.... has dropped.... Today.... when we reached the expo.... i actually dun wan to say de.... i saw my ex-stead..... i pretend not to see her.... as i hav a place for Rin..... i think of her.... i always put her in the first.... does she know?? i doubt so.... I love the church today... is abt the "THE FINAL SOLUTION"... if u gt go... u should know... it was touching.... im totally freaked out the show has chg my view of jesus.... i saw how jesus sacrifice his life to forgive all mankind's sin.... i nearly dropped tears.... on tat moment when he was crucified.... i felt the love tat jesus gave for us.... the pains.... today i pray for myself.... let god take over my life.... i do not know wad to do.... im confused.... i felt lost.... the gurl i love.... the words she said to me... was so hurting.... i was feeling tat... for all of wad i do.... is pointless.... But i love her..... sumtimes... u love a gurl... the gurl may not love u..... tat is not a complete love.... tat is one-sided love.... for me.... my love for her is obvious.... her love for me.... is complicated... to me... she is irreplaceable.... but seeing the way she treated me.... i lost all the hope on her.... if u wan me to use force.... i couldn do it... nobody love her more than i do... time is precious.... i give her time.... she cherished... but did not grab it.... if she thinks seeing me is a tortue or a pain.... thn forget it..... wads the point when i love her.... and she dont..... i dun think tat waiting for her.... is a waste of time.... is worth it.... i been findin time to tell her how i felt.... but she kept telling me busy.... is obvious... she doesn wan to listen.... she thinks tat wadever im goanna say.... is goin to hurt her heart.... Rin..... love is so credible.... after wad i heard.... i dun hav a better understanding of love.... me and u.... is a L.O.V.E without the O and E..... between us..... i did not felt any love.... is lyk we having a cold relationship.... cold and windy..... no water and food.... frozen to death..... INY..... Rin......

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 0 comment(s) / 9:33 PM Awaiting for the arrival on monday.... tis time.. band will be joining us for the parade reharsal..(YEAH!) im goanna see her! im afraid i would be disappointed if she didn make it to sch on monday.... its been three,four days... i hav not been seeing her.... i felt so neglected.... without her one day.... im without oxygen one day..... i nearly died of breathing tis few days.... does she know?? i doubt so.... i love her so much.... jus wanted to see her on sunday... but she kept telling me she was busy.... was she scared of seeing me?? wad did i do wrong?? i did not feel any.... a simple request.... yet she took it as a piece of useless notes.... She threw it after seeing it...... wondering wad she thinking..... i felt lost.... is lyk im nobody's.... not even half..... not even one quarter.... Totally lost.... my sense of direction has vanished.... without her.... i would hav been lying on the coffin...... i need her,i love her,i miss her does she know all tis?? i can tell she dun even wan to know.... because of the path i went wrong.... she see me as a bad guy for as if a decade.... everybody has been given a second chance.... im i an exception? i doubt so.... i jus need a second chance.... she dun even wanna give me.... she thinks tat i would hurt her lustre heart again.... once bad... she thinks it is bad forever.... i wanted to hear wad she has been thinking.... if not.... there is no end to tis story... i wan an ans.... do not say me impatient.... i had given her enuf time for her to think.... in the end... wads her ans? "i jus need more time".... i heard tis umpteen times.... is she trying to avoid me using tis kind of method?? i dun wanna know.... IMY..... Rin.......

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0 comment(s) / 7:25 PM Today same old thing luh.... go pasir ris with zhirong plae drum mania... but zhirong say go tam first... i was wondering.... thn he went in to yamaha. i ask him why come in here... he said he buying drum stick for me. i was lyk "WOW" i was shock and happy at the same time. buy le thn we go pasir ris plae drum mania... first time using my own drum stick plae drum mania is kinda weird... but special.... haha... today realli happy... thanks zhirong for ur present... i promise i will take care of the drum stick de.:) around 5plus... we go 7/11 buy sumting to drink on the way... see rayner.. i ask him why he at here... he say he goin for family gathering... after tat... go up to the arcade plae 2 more round of drum mania after when goin home.... i NO MONEY!!!! forgot take from zhirong.... wtf... i know it is embarrass... but luky the train station d officer help me... thn can home.... hell.... ILY..... Rin......

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0 comment(s) / 10:54 AM During the days.... i couldnt confirm my feelings to her.... so i neglected her.... the days i neglected her... she said she has feeling for me.... everything went wrong..... i felt lost and depressed... instead of her.... i had chosen another path to cover the pain... hope i can forget her... thinking tat she is jus a passer-by.... but after tat.... i realised..... i was my mistake.... i still cnt forget her.... instead... i hurt another girl... she was innocent.... i made her the third party..... i feel myelf very bad.... i told myself.... choosing another girl to cover ur pain is selfish.... at the same time.... im hurting another innocent girl which does not include her.... at tis point of time... i took a short time to hurt 2 girls feeling and their hearts.... Rin..... i was my fault..... i was too impatient.... i has nvr ask abt ur feeling.... nvr ask how u feel.... and i made my own decision.... sorry i neglected u.....for once i hav sin..... i made myself very clear..... i hv no right to make u choose me.... choosing ur loves ones.... is ur choice... i wouldn delay ur time.... facing the reality is part of my story.... i dun believe stories will end happily ever after... i felt tat meeting u is my blessing.... failing u is my sin.... INY..... RIN.....

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0 comment(s) / 10:35 AM Today... nothing much to do luh... ltr 4pm goin to work... or mayb not... so i duno whether going out or work. haii~ i been missing her.... does she know? i dun think so.... she always think tat im always not serious abt her... i wanted to prove to her... chances are not given by her... precious times has been destroyed by me.... our story began last year.... i was lyk a puddle of water.... which she is not goanna notice me.... but some day.... her lustre eyes noticed me.... tat day... i felt noticed and been appreciated by her.... her heart has purified me.... made me from a dirty water to a drinking water.... after days... she seems to not to care abt me... i tried to ask.... but i hav no guts to ask.... i jus knew her a few days onli... wad im i to her?? a friend? a pal? her loves ones? i do not know..... our story is so complicated 1 time good 1time bad.... is she playing with me?? i doubt so.... finally.... 1 day... i made a confession to her... i said i lyk her. when she heard tat.... she kept quiet... wad was she thinking? could i ask?? she smsed me... said she was shocked by wad i said jus now.... she has no preparation for tis.... she told me i was too fast.... tis story dragged to tis year..... slowly.... our relationship has dropped..... we started to avoid each other.... as if nothing has happended.... everything jus went on and went on.... until sec 3.... we were same class as each other.... i tot she will be excited... it was the same thing.... we are jus lyk friends.... always tok abt the same thing.... nothing much... slowly.... slowly.... ILY..... RIN....

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Friday, April 10, 2009 0 comment(s) / 10:56 PM Today.... hmm.... how should i put tis... firstly, meet zhirong at kallang mrt at about 11.25am.... he was damn slow lah.... thn sit down there slack while waiting for zhen yang to come.. thn on th way meet kc.. reached potong pasir mrt.. walk to the music instrument centre... go inside jam~ for 2hours... when we come out... it was raining... haii~ but no choice chiong to the mrt... thn actually goin to woodland meet yy with zhirong d... but thn we go pasir ris there find tat joey sato.... joey caught zhirong smoking.... thn kena beat by joey... LMAO.... thn go up arcade plae drum mania(as usual) after tat.... nvr see joey sato around.. we tot she went home le... plae finish le.. jiu go home le luh.... IMY.... Rin......

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0 comment(s) / 10:35 PM sorry,everybody who's been viewing my blog.... i forgotten my password to my old blog... realli sorry.... so tis is my new blog hope everybody will lyk it.... it was realli a pity for me... i lost all my dairies!!! T.T..... TakeCares~

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I A N.G O H
Born in the year of DOG
Im a ARIES
Grow SPIRITUALLY Every 23MARCH
Studying in M.A.N.J.U.S.R.I
A NPCC-IAN
4B1'10
3B1'09
2B1'08
1A '07
SSiiXXttEEnn
SINGLE/ATTACHED

I can be STUBBORN,
But im FICKLE-MINDED
i may be a SUCKER,
But not a FUCKER
I may be LAME,
Will never be TAME
I may be a JOKER,
may also be a SLACKER
ONCE A AUDITION-ER
ONCE A MAPLE-ER
NOW A NON-GAMER
A JUMPSTYLER
A MUSICIAN,
A MEMBER OF CITYHARVESTCHURCH,
A MEMBER OF E458
AND,
A person always hungry for GOD


MYSELF
1.slim down to 60kg
2.16th birthday
3.more freedom
4.free-flow cash
5.go gym more often
6.pass out for N.P.C.C
7.strive better for 4B1
8.standardise jumpstyle move
9.improve on freestyle hiphop dance
10.TemasekPOLY
-InteractiveMedia course(17point)

FAMILY
1.daddy's leg faster recover
2.youngerbro stop being so guailan

ELECTRONIC(s)
1.W-seris mp3 player
2.personal laptop
3.LG viewty

OTHERS
1.new bike
2.training for 2.4km run
3.find a job after "N" level
4.have more faith in HIM
5.more time with cg people
6.genting wif fionaSIS,kennyBRO&trennaSIS
7.septum piercing
8.new school bag

target for "N" level for 2010
ENGLISH -B3
MATHEMATICS -A2
COMBINED SCIENCE -A1
COMBINED HUMANITIES -B3
MOTHERTONGUE -A2
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS -A2


Kenny.Goh.Kim.Sia
He's my BROTHER
04/04/94 is hisBIGday
though sometimes he's hilarious,
And,
but at times,
he can down too.
nobody knows me better than him.
He's onli 1 who make me smile,
whenever im sad.
sometimes,
he do things without using his brain,
Tats why im here to guide him=)
i gurrantee plus chopchop,
he's the person i can depend on
FOREVER!


Trenna.Koh.Yan.Ting
She's my SISTER
26/10/94 is herBIGday
sometimes,
she may anyhow throw tantrum at u,
but deep inside her heart,
she still LOVEus!
but at times,
she's a JOKER


Fiona.Low.Xin.Yi
She's my SISTER
29/01/94 is herBIGday
although she's fierce in th outside,
but deep inside of her,
is a fragile heart.
though she always gets angry easily,
she dun meant it real,
The way she treat us 3,
is far more than jus a friend can be,
But,
deep in my heart,
she's the 1 & onli person,
i trust and love the most <3

WARNING
Any people who wants to steal them off,
let me tell u this:
U WILL NEVER SUCCEED!!!
why?
because,
THEY ARE SIMPLY IRREAPLACEABLE!!!


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Cepheus
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Cassandra
Cheryl
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YixinNUER
michelleJIEJIE
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RenFangSISTER
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