Sunday, April 12, 2009 0 comment(s) / 8:07 PM Its another day of disappointment..... today goin to renfang d church again.. i thot i can see her.... she said she was tonning at yvonne house... she said she cnt make it.... and i said "its okay,nvm...." after tat.... met elaine at kallang mrt.... met hongda on the way.... waiting for renfang d cab to fetch us to the expo.... during the journey... in the cab.... renfang ask me why clarin nvr come.... i said she was tonning at yvonne house and renfang said its not tat.... i was doubting..... renfang says clarin scare of seeing me.... tat makes me realised sumting.... she thinks tat seeing me is a pain.... also, to her.... seeing me in school is a torture.... after hearing this.... my heart fell to the ground.... cracked to pieces..... why does she hav to lie to me?? if she realli cnt make it, jus tell the truth.... why she had to lie to me? is it cuz she scare i sad tat she didn come? or wad.... wondering..... my feelings for her.... has sank to th bottom of the ocean.... my heart has push her away.... i care for her.... does she care for me? and she thinks tat by lying to me is a form of caring to me.... its wrong.... deeply wrong.... my understanding of her.... has paused.... my hope for her.... has dropped.... Today.... when we reached the expo.... i actually dun wan to say de.... i saw my ex-stead..... i pretend not to see her.... as i hav a place for Rin..... i think of her.... i always put her in the first.... does she know?? i doubt so.... I love the church today... is abt the "THE FINAL SOLUTION"... if u gt go... u should know... it was touching.... im totally freaked out the show has chg my view of jesus.... i saw how jesus sacrifice his life to forgive all mankind's sin.... i nearly dropped tears.... on tat moment when he was crucified.... i felt the love tat jesus gave for us.... the pains.... today i pray for myself.... let god take over my life.... i do not know wad to do.... im confused.... i felt lost.... the gurl i love.... the words she said to me... was so hurting.... i was feeling tat... for all of wad i do.... is pointless.... But i love her..... sumtimes... u love a gurl... the gurl may not love u..... tat is not a complete love.... tat is one-sided love.... for me.... my love for her is obvious.... her love for me.... is complicated... to me... she is irreplaceable.... but seeing the way she treated me.... i lost all the hope on her.... if u wan me to use force.... i couldn do it... nobody love her more than i do... time is precious.... i give her time.... she cherished... but did not grab it.... if she thinks seeing me is a tortue or a pain.... thn forget it..... wads the point when i love her.... and she dont..... i dun think tat waiting for her.... is a waste of time.... is worth it.... i been findin time to tell her how i felt.... but she kept telling me busy.... is obvious... she doesn wan to listen.... she thinks tat wadever im goanna say.... is goin to hurt her heart.... Rin..... love is so credible.... after wad i heard.... i dun hav a better understanding of love.... me and u.... is a L.O.V.E without the O and E..... between us..... i did not felt any love.... is lyk we having a cold relationship.... cold and windy..... no water and food.... frozen to death..... INY..... Rin......

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I A N.G O H
Born in the year of DOG
Im a ARIES
Grow SPIRITUALLY Every 23MARCH
Studying in M.A.N.J.U.S.R.I
A NPCC-IAN
4B1'10
3B1'09
2B1'08
1A '07
SSiiXXttEEnn
SINGLE/ATTACHED

I can be STUBBORN,
But im FICKLE-MINDED
i may be a SUCKER,
But not a FUCKER
I may be LAME,
Will never be TAME
I may be a JOKER,
may also be a SLACKER
ONCE A AUDITION-ER
ONCE A MAPLE-ER
NOW A NON-GAMER
A JUMPSTYLER
A MUSICIAN,
A MEMBER OF CITYHARVESTCHURCH,
A MEMBER OF E458
AND,
A person always hungry for GOD


MYSELF
1.slim down to 60kg
2.16th birthday
3.more freedom
4.free-flow cash
5.go gym more often
6.pass out for N.P.C.C
7.strive better for 4B1
8.standardise jumpstyle move
9.improve on freestyle hiphop dance
10.TemasekPOLY
-InteractiveMedia course(17point)

FAMILY
1.daddy's leg faster recover
2.youngerbro stop being so guailan

ELECTRONIC(s)
1.W-seris mp3 player
2.personal laptop
3.LG viewty

OTHERS
1.new bike
2.training for 2.4km run
3.find a job after "N" level
4.have more faith in HIM
5.more time with cg people
6.genting wif fionaSIS,kennyBRO&trennaSIS
7.septum piercing
8.new school bag

target for "N" level for 2010
ENGLISH -B3
MATHEMATICS -A2
COMBINED SCIENCE -A1
COMBINED HUMANITIES -B3
MOTHERTONGUE -A2
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS -A2


Kenny.Goh.Kim.Sia
He's my BROTHER
04/04/94 is hisBIGday
though sometimes he's hilarious,
And,
but at times,
he can down too.
nobody knows me better than him.
He's onli 1 who make me smile,
whenever im sad.
sometimes,
he do things without using his brain,
Tats why im here to guide him=)
i gurrantee plus chopchop,
he's the person i can depend on
FOREVER!


Trenna.Koh.Yan.Ting
She's my SISTER
26/10/94 is herBIGday
sometimes,
she may anyhow throw tantrum at u,
but deep inside her heart,
she still LOVEus!
but at times,
she's a JOKER


Fiona.Low.Xin.Yi
She's my SISTER
29/01/94 is herBIGday
although she's fierce in th outside,
but deep inside of her,
is a fragile heart.
though she always gets angry easily,
she dun meant it real,
The way she treat us 3,
is far more than jus a friend can be,
But,
deep in my heart,
she's the 1 & onli person,
i trust and love the most <3

WARNING
Any people who wants to steal them off,
let me tell u this:
U WILL NEVER SUCCEED!!!
why?
because,
THEY ARE SIMPLY IRREAPLACEABLE!!!


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KaiSiang
Shahrul
Deon
Cassandra
Cheryl
NigelBROTHER
FionaSISTER
XiangYuanMUMMY
YixinNUER
michelleJIEJIE
TrennaSISTER
RenFangSISTER
MeiHuaMEIMEI
ElaineSISTER
Clarin
Tina
Vivian

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