Saturday, April 18, 2009
Alot of things cannot be forced... jus lyk love.... if u lyk a person.. and the person did not lyk u.... u cannot force the person to lyk u.... forcing will create unhappiness.... as me and rin... u all should know as my classmates... me and her... whether we gt chance to be together onot... let fate decide... i canot keep asking her to be my girlfriend... she wouldnt be happy... Rin is a good gurl... i also dun wan her to spend time on me... if she thinks tat spending time on me... isnt worthless... thn why should i mind? i mux accept the fact tat she did not choose me... sometimes... things tat u wan them to be... i may not be wad u wan... facing reality is part of my life.... i knew im not realli a good guy... but im trying my best to do a good guy does... for her sake... anything i do for her is worth.... I love her.... she would always be in my heart 4ever... waiting for her.... is worth.... she said she wanted a lastlong relationship... i understand.... mayb on tat moment.... i was too rush... i did not catch her reasons... and insist on saying tat is her fault.... i admitted tat i did some wrongs.... i did not hold my promises... i find another gurl to replace her... as i hav wait too long.... but in the end.... i found out tat i hurt 2 gurls at the same time.... i felt regretted.... i still did not understand wad is love.... breakup is not happy thing i mux say.... but breaking up makes u realise sumting... it makes u learn more things in relationship... chances is not for u to wasted.. is a oppunity to achieve sumting more than u do... Rin..... even though i dun hav the chance to be with her... seeing her in school... is satisfied for me.... I rmb.... the first relationship.... i was onli 13.... it ended up onli 1day.... mayb i was too small for a rlp(short form for relationship) i did not felt anything... but tis time... i could feel myself mature... i learn alot in rlp..... facing unexpected endings... having quarrels.... being punctual on ur date.... all tis.... is not teachable.... is life exprience.... Rin.... she made me realise alot things... a promise to a gurl... is a promise.. wad u promise to a gurl u mux do it... u break it.... tats it.... I realli love her.... realli realli.... deeply deeply... she's my everything.... |
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