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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Today... nothing much to do luh... ltr 4pm goin to work... or mayb not... so i duno whether going out or work. haii~ i been missing her.... does she know? i dun think so.... she always think tat im always not serious abt her... i wanted to prove to her... chances are not given by her... precious times has been destroyed by me.... our story began last year.... i was lyk a puddle of water.... which she is not goanna notice me.... but some day.... her lustre eyes noticed me.... tat day... i felt noticed and been appreciated by her.... her heart has purified me.... made me from a dirty water to a drinking water.... after days... she seems to not to care abt me... i tried to ask.... but i hav no guts to ask.... i jus knew her a few days onli... wad im i to her?? a friend? a pal? her loves ones? i do not know..... our story is so complicated 1 time good 1time bad.... is she playing with me?? i doubt so.... finally.... 1 day... i made a confession to her... i said i lyk her. when she heard tat.... she kept quiet... wad was she thinking? could i ask?? she smsed me... said she was shocked by wad i said jus now.... she has no preparation for tis.... she told me i was too fast.... tis story dragged to tis year..... slowly.... our relationship has dropped..... we started to avoid each other.... as if nothing has happended.... everything jus went on and went on.... until sec 3.... we were same class as each other.... i tot she will be excited... it was the same thing.... we are jus lyk friends.... always tok abt the same thing.... nothing much... slowly.... slowly.... ILY..... RIN.... |
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