"只有失去的温柔最温柔"
ever since i lost you, everything in my world become colder....
Thursday, May 14, 2009

in life...
there's ups and downs...
yes i agree...
even in relationships..
somtimes things dun go smooth...
it might hav some conflicts i guess?
conflicts does happen to couple sometimes...
but i realised i cant take up the challenge...
always tot tat im strong and enuf to withstand everything....
but nvr did i realise im weak in relationship...
im not picky of whoever is my girlfriend...
as long as we hav feelings towards each other..
love each other...
hav the trust...
and the faith in each other...
i dun think there will be any problem...
guess tis wad i know??
i jus wanna tell her...
making herself stays in the past...
does not make her happy...
the past does not equal to the future...
i know she gt a sad past...
all the hurts she gt...
mayb i wouldn understand...
i mean,
she has to look forward always...
people who always stays in the past...
will nvr ever succeed in life...
im not trying to pick on anyone...
im jus stating the facts...
does it means tat...
1 wrong determines his/her future...
sorrie i hav to disagree tat...
could i know tat do i hav th second chance to love her again??
i hav to blame myself...
when im fking angry...
i always cnt control and i jus do wadever i wan..
i was rush...
becuz of this....
i hurt-ed some1 which i could not live without with....
i damn regret now...
should i jus leave her world and stay in my dark corner...
or persevere till thy end no matter wad is the ending...
i dun know...
i wanted to hold her hand...
telling her...
no matter wad...
i will stay by her side protecting her thru my whole life....
but of all of wad i hav done....
makes her loss trust in me....
how i should gain bak her trust??
im lost...
mayb i need some time to find my answers...
and wad she realli want from me...
i realli wanted u bak by my side....
will tat happen??
she said the way i love her is wrong...
mayb i does not understand how but...
hope these days i could find my answers...


i took out a knife and slash out 1 little piece of heaven from my heart and burn it.....


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I A N.G O H
Born in the year of DOG
Im a ARIES
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Studying in M.A.N.J.U.S.R.I
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3B1'09
2B1'08
1A '07
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I can be STUBBORN,
But im FICKLE-MINDED
i may be a SUCKER,
But not a FUCKER
I may be LAME,
Will never be TAME
I may be a JOKER,
may also be a SLACKER
ONCE A AUDITION-ER
ONCE A MAPLE-ER
NOW A NON-GAMER
A JUMPSTYLER
A MUSICIAN,
A MEMBER OF CITYHARVESTCHURCH,
A MEMBER OF E458
AND,
A person always hungry for GOD


BLOODY WISHES
MYSELF
1.slim down to 60kg
2.16th birthday
3.more freedom
4.free-flow cash
5.go gym more often
6.pass out for N.P.C.C
7.strive better for 4B1
8.standardise jumpstyle move
9.improve on freestyle hiphop dance
10.TemasekPOLY
-InteractiveMedia course(17point)

FAMILY
1.daddy's leg faster recover
2.youngerbro stop being so guailan

ELECTRONIC(s)
1.W-seris mp3 player
2.personal laptop
3.LG viewty

OTHERS
1.new bike
2.training for 2.4km run
3.find a job after "N" level
4.have more faith in HIM
5.more time with cg people
6.genting wif fionaSIS,kennyBRO&trennaSIS
7.septum piercing
8.new school bag

target for "N" level for 2010
ENGLISH -B3
MATHEMATICS -A2
COMBINED SCIENCE -A1
COMBINED HUMANITIES -B3
MOTHERTONGUE -A2
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS -A2


IRREPLACEABLE FAMILY
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He's my BROTHER
04/04/94 is hisBIGday
though sometimes he's hilarious,
And,
but at times,
he can down too.
nobody knows me better than him.
He's onli 1 who make me smile,
whenever im sad.
sometimes,
he do things without using his brain,
Tats why im here to guide him=)
i gurrantee plus chopchop,
he's the person i can depend on
FOREVER!

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Trenna.Koh.Yan.Ting
She's my SISTER
26/10/94 is herBIGday
sometimes,
she may anyhow throw tantrum at u,
but deep inside her heart,
she still LOVEus!
but at times,
she's a JOKER

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Fiona.Low.Xin.Yi
She's my SISTER
29/01/94 is herBIGday
although she's fierce in th outside,
but deep inside of her,
is a fragile heart.
though she always gets angry easily,
she dun meant it real,
The way she treat us 3,
is far more than jus a friend can be,
But,
deep in my heart,
she's the 1 & onli person,
i trust and love the most <3

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let me tell u this:
U WILL NEVER SUCCEED!!!
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THEY ARE SIMPLY IRREAPLACEABLE!!!
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