Thursday, May 14, 2009
in life... there's ups and downs... yes i agree... even in relationships.. somtimes things dun go smooth... it might hav some conflicts i guess? conflicts does happen to couple sometimes... but i realised i cant take up the challenge... always tot tat im strong and enuf to withstand everything.... but nvr did i realise im weak in relationship... im not picky of whoever is my girlfriend... as long as we hav feelings towards each other.. love each other... hav the trust... and the faith in each other... i dun think there will be any problem... guess tis wad i know?? i jus wanna tell her... making herself stays in the past... does not make her happy... the past does not equal to the future... i know she gt a sad past... all the hurts she gt... mayb i wouldn understand... i mean, she has to look forward always... people who always stays in the past... will nvr ever succeed in life... im not trying to pick on anyone... im jus stating the facts... does it means tat... 1 wrong determines his/her future... sorrie i hav to disagree tat... could i know tat do i hav th second chance to love her again?? i hav to blame myself... when im fking angry... i always cnt control and i jus do wadever i wan.. i was rush... becuz of this.... i hurt-ed some1 which i could not live without with.... i damn regret now... should i jus leave her world and stay in my dark corner... or persevere till thy end no matter wad is the ending... i dun know... i wanted to hold her hand... telling her... no matter wad... i will stay by her side protecting her thru my whole life.... but of all of wad i hav done.... makes her loss trust in me.... how i should gain bak her trust?? im lost... mayb i need some time to find my answers... and wad she realli want from me... i realli wanted u bak by my side.... will tat happen?? she said the way i love her is wrong... mayb i does not understand how but... hope these days i could find my answers... i took out a knife and slash out 1 little piece of heaven from my heart and burn it..... |
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