"只有失去的温柔最温柔"
ever since i lost you, everything in my world become colder....
Friday, May 8, 2009

Today fcuking sad lahsss!!
morning go bus stop wait for dear...
thn she come down the bus with elaine,wenqi,meihua they all..
actually is onli me and her walk together to sch d...
she keep stick with they all..
ok lo thn i wait
after tat the whole bunch of girls walk together...
wah...(FCUK!)
thn i think if she wan to follow her friends continue ignore me...
thn go ahead lo...
thn i walk fast to sch find zr...
somehow she msg me ask me why walk fast??
i nvr reply..
tis whole thing affected my performance during math paper and his paper...
i cnt concentrate...
i keep thinking abt the sad things b4 exam...
my mind suddenly become blank...
my heart was somehow bleeding??
tears was trying to come out...
but i hold it there...
i think hor...
ltr the lunch with her sua liao la
after the day..
she realli come ask me wan go lunch together onot...
but with renfang and idk who beside renfang forgot liao...
i wan to ha lunch with her alone d...
haii~~
i thot she understood my means...
but she didn...
instead...
go hav lunch with other ppl lo....
she nvr understand how much i need her...
if realli treat me as boyfriend...
she should hav ask me for lunch alone....
and in the morning should auto come beside me thn go le
not waiting for her friends...
being with her i thot i can be happier and concentrate on my studies well...
but nvr did i realised...
its no different...
instead it has become worse...
hav i disturbed ur life??
i wanna let go....
sadness has cover my happines...
i cnt see the future of us...
dear.....
i love you so much....
hav u ever loved me..???
why do i feel neglected always.??
if u think it is difficult to choose between friends and me...
thn i rather u let me go....
im in pain...
im tired....
dun promis me anything tat u cnt do....
jus lyk today...
actually is onli me and you together go to sch...
in the end...
i could feel u got alot of light bulbs around you....
mayb i would hide in a dark corner and wish tat u hav nvr ever noticed me....
u might think tat tis is a small matter...
or u might say im exaggerating...
but to me..
everything counts in my heart...
im i a close friend or boyfriend to u?
if im ur boyfriend...
prove to me tat im yours....
again and again i trust u with my heart...
again and again u took a needle and slash thru my heart....
u hav made me lost faith in relationship
let me go.....


im dying......


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BLOODY BOII

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I A N.G O H
Born in the year of DOG
Im a ARIES
Grow SPIRITUALLY Every 23MARCH
Studying in M.A.N.J.U.S.R.I
A NPCC-IAN
4B1'10
3B1'09
2B1'08
1A '07
SSiiXXttEEnn
SINGLE/ATTACHED

I can be STUBBORN,
But im FICKLE-MINDED
i may be a SUCKER,
But not a FUCKER
I may be LAME,
Will never be TAME
I may be a JOKER,
may also be a SLACKER
ONCE A AUDITION-ER
ONCE A MAPLE-ER
NOW A NON-GAMER
A JUMPSTYLER
A MUSICIAN,
A MEMBER OF CITYHARVESTCHURCH,
A MEMBER OF E458
AND,
A person always hungry for GOD


BLOODY WISHES
MYSELF
1.slim down to 60kg
2.16th birthday
3.more freedom
4.free-flow cash
5.go gym more often
6.pass out for N.P.C.C
7.strive better for 4B1
8.standardise jumpstyle move
9.improve on freestyle hiphop dance
10.TemasekPOLY
-InteractiveMedia course(17point)

FAMILY
1.daddy's leg faster recover
2.youngerbro stop being so guailan

ELECTRONIC(s)
1.W-seris mp3 player
2.personal laptop
3.LG viewty

OTHERS
1.new bike
2.training for 2.4km run
3.find a job after "N" level
4.have more faith in HIM
5.more time with cg people
6.genting wif fionaSIS,kennyBRO&trennaSIS
7.septum piercing
8.new school bag

target for "N" level for 2010
ENGLISH -B3
MATHEMATICS -A2
COMBINED SCIENCE -A1
COMBINED HUMANITIES -B3
MOTHERTONGUE -A2
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS -A2


IRREPLACEABLE FAMILY
Photobucket Kenny.Goh.Kim.Sia
He's my BROTHER
04/04/94 is hisBIGday
though sometimes he's hilarious,
And,
but at times,
he can down too.
nobody knows me better than him.
He's onli 1 who make me smile,
whenever im sad.
sometimes,
he do things without using his brain,
Tats why im here to guide him=)
i gurrantee plus chopchop,
he's the person i can depend on
FOREVER!

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Trenna.Koh.Yan.Ting
She's my SISTER
26/10/94 is herBIGday
sometimes,
she may anyhow throw tantrum at u,
but deep inside her heart,
she still LOVEus!
but at times,
she's a JOKER

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Fiona.Low.Xin.Yi
She's my SISTER
29/01/94 is herBIGday
although she's fierce in th outside,
but deep inside of her,
is a fragile heart.
though she always gets angry easily,
she dun meant it real,
The way she treat us 3,
is far more than jus a friend can be,
But,
deep in my heart,
she's the 1 & onli person,
i trust and love the most <3

WARNING
Any people who wants to steal them off,
let me tell u this:
U WILL NEVER SUCCEED!!!
why?
because,
THEY ARE SIMPLY IRREAPLACEABLE!!!
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edric
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