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Thursday, July 30, 2009
today went smoothe for me.. had pe after tat stay in class rest, no intention go down canteen eat... thn suddenly happen sumting terrible i guess? shall not elaborate cuz is none of my business? thn after recess, have 1 period of english thn went for baking enrichment class... made a couple things thn went to IT room wait for th girls with rayner.. thn meihua cried and i dunno wad happen... asked elaine but she say is sort of hurting stuff, so didn ask further.... thn bused home with wenqi,elaine,trenna,qingting... now happily enjoying my food.. haha.. haii.. wish meimei dun cry anymore... must happyhappy always! ok? reply me in th tag pls.. tats all for today... love you guys.. so wonderful to have you all in my life! |
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
today school quite okok luh... especially during english lesson, azura kp teacher and bully teck lee also, veri funny and ridiculous... after tat, during history lesson, continue bullyin teck lee sia... hahs... after tat went home sleep. somewher i recieve phone call from meimei.. went to penisula buy a hoodie for her and got another formal shirt 4 myself.. thn meihua went home first.. pei wenqi wait for bus.. thn homed around 7.10pm... today my $30 gone lyk tis... sadded... |
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
hi guys, didn post these days cuz sort of busy and lazy? hmm... these days in sch quite good.. but irritated abt being a newspaper collector.... it feels so suxx.... aniway, things on studies getting good too... it seems tat life for me nowadays have been improving... im so happy with my life now... i have nvr regretted accepting christ into my life... if it wasn him, i would be smoking and hanging out with bad companies.. i love you jesus christ. and thank you for being my 1 and onli saviour in my life.... if u didn come and save me... i think tat i would be a nasty guy in my friends'eyes... a person tat nobody wants to get close to.... and also, not onli u have changed my life, i have know how to cherish my friends and loves ones... i have learn not to throw temper easily and less angry... God,thank you for ur emornous mercy forgave my sinns.. cleanse my past with ur river of god... im willinglly to serve you for eternity... u saved me... u have become one of my important person in my life... wadever wad im goanna do, i promised i will first seek u... u played a veri important role in my life.. a role tat nobody can take over you... i hope by attending more biblestudy... i can know u more and know wad u wan me to do.... i wan a breakthrough in my studies... a good future for myself.... thanks jesus christ.... YOU alone in glory.... |
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
hi.. its me again~ of course its me! lol... anyway, today's picnic with E458 was veri fun! played alot of games by esther and olivia, play hunter,fire,earthquake... hmmm.. at first wasnt quite understand th game, but i figured it out myself.. i love th game which is rabbit and rat(dk spell correctly mahs) nvr hear properly thn plae th other way round. quite fun though.. had dinner or rather lunch with everybody, after tat, as time started to flies, me,wenqi and meihua went home ard 5.30pm as wenqi need go for work... so yea, i reached home arnd 6.45pm lyk tt.. actually wanted to stay longer de... but, i couldn let her go home alone.. so, pei her homed luh... i enjoy today even though i felt shagged today, by some other things.. shall not eleborate... i will wait for u till u say yes to me.... u r worth of me to wait.... |
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Monday, July 13, 2009
我已发现自己已走了不该的路, 我到现在才发觉我已忽略了一个人... 那个人, 是我曾伤害过的人... 但我没想到她却默默地等待着我... 如今, 我发现她才是我该珍惜的人.... 是不是太晚了?..... 我想告诉她... 当我再次看见她时, 她给予我的感觉好特别... 她给我的感觉就好象一把钥匙... 已深深插入我心里的锁头... 好象已解开了我心中的疑念.. 同时, 让我了解了一些我曾未了解的感受... 当她在我身旁时, 我感受到伤痛与愉快的感觉... 我为什么会这么说呢? 感到伤痛是因为我不成熟的态度伤害了她无辜的心灵... 感到愉快是因为我已发现她对我依然不变的感觉... 我到底该不该去接受这段我曾不珍惜的感情吗.... 还是, 等待命运的按排到来呢.... 我的心好乱.... 虽然, 很多时候她不在我身旁, 但我可以感受到她的存在.. 就好象不管我在做什么, 她都知道... 看见她那灿烂的笑容, 让我觉得好惭愧.... 总觉得, 她在我生命里, 是理所当然的.... 此时此刻里, 我必须告诉自己, 我一定要好好地珍惜她.... 不能再把一切当成是理所当然的了.... 辛福是自己去争取的.... 不是默默无闻地等待着它的到来... 她带给我的感觉, 不仅很自然又很特别.... 不管你做了什么样的决定, 我和你的关系是不会改变的... 我很怪罪于自己... 为什么以前我没有好好珍惜你, 到了现在才察觉到你着份对我依依不变的感觉.... 我只想说, 你带给我的感觉真的好特别,好特别,好特别..... |
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Today is a happy but sad day... today,trenna,meiqi and me went to GL.. sing at Ktv.. we had lots of fun.. but its meiqi's last day of fun... tmr will b her 1st day of probation... haii.. hope time past faster... i jus wanna say... even though today it mayb ur last day of fun.... but it not be ur last day of death.... we will be waiting for u... wish ur probation finish fast... lots of love from ur bro...<3 小宝贝.... 这一切已成了定局... 不必再怪罪于自己... 我要跟你说, 这段路我会一直陪伴在你的身边.. 此时此刻, 我都会在保护着你.... 你要知道, 你不是一个人... 这段路是由我和你共同走的路... 别再让黑暗的恶魔捆绑着你的思想.. 让我牵着你的手, 走出黑暗, 看见光明的灯光... 相信这一切, 不会抵挡着我们的将来... 我是不会离开你的.. 就算你对我有多么冷淡... 我继续地呵护着你... 留在你的身边... 照顾你....... 我爱你...... |
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Till th end... th skies are still so dark.... my smile has been covered by dark clouds... my heart has been taken by th rains... god.... u are my onli 1 whom i can trust my heart with.... i dun trust anyone anymore le.... i jus wanna say love hurts... i told myself... im goanna lock myself in th emo world... wher nobody goanna ever finds me... and i locked my heart... nobody touches it... god... i yearn for ur healing.... my heart realli hurts... i should have listened to u.... tis world isn so beautiful as it is.... i realised i cnt face th reality anymore... i dun have th guts.... roses produces thorns... roads produces thurns.... skies produces rains or sadness... i do not dare to touch th skies anymore... why all tis is happening to me.... i dun wan all tis... tis is not wad i wan.... wad can i do.... perhaps she dun love me anymore.... i wan blindfold my eyes to continue my road... wish tat i step out of th road... fall off th cliff.... not expecting any1 to save me.... tis are all illusion... i tot tat would be my best ending.... but it wasn.... my heart slashed by th spears of devils.... bleed on th skins of th devil... my heart surrounded by darkness... i have completely no place to roam.... no1 to seek of.... left myself in th world... depend on myself for survival... god.. im thirsting for u.... 我如此爱你.... 为何你要折磨自己..... 我真的真的真的好爱你.... 我不想放弃这段感情.... 尽管你如此对我冷淡.... 我也不会离开你.... |
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
today woke at 6am meet ks and his gf with other ppl go chinese garden.. went to have a race event by T-net.. run halfway.. kimberly de bro canot make it... thn went bak home.. quite wasted horh... hmmm.. i veri tired sia.. me and kim de bro must climb th pagoda stairs.. 7 floors.. climb till 2nd floor, he buei tahan thn carry him climb up.. 3floor lehx reached th sixth floor thn ask him climb himself.. after come down... hahas... quite fun horh.. after tat ltr meeting my gal... so... shall not elaborate much... |
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
hmm... school had started.. kind of comin bak to somewher familiar.. see alot of my friends.. thn got alot to chat, anyway im goanna study hard luh.. catching up on chem and phy... so mayb not goanna blog often.. half a year has past... left barely 6months to study for EOY... but will goanna work hard for it.. i dun wan retain luh... chem teacher goanna change.. hate tat miss salina.. change to a teacher call mrs amin de.. he teach us ah.. veri fun worh... not lyk th miss salina... thn not sleeping for phy... these 3days school goin smoothe for me.. looking forward on some days which can go out wit friends again... shall not blog... byes... I love you baby.... |
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