Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Till th end... th skies are still so dark.... my smile has been covered by dark clouds... my heart has been taken by th rains... god.... u are my onli 1 whom i can trust my heart with.... i dun trust anyone anymore le.... i jus wanna say love hurts... i told myself... im goanna lock myself in th emo world... wher nobody goanna ever finds me... and i locked my heart... nobody touches it... god... i yearn for ur healing.... my heart realli hurts... i should have listened to u.... tis world isn so beautiful as it is.... i realised i cnt face th reality anymore... i dun have th guts.... roses produces thorns... roads produces thurns.... skies produces rains or sadness... i do not dare to touch th skies anymore... why all tis is happening to me.... i dun wan all tis... tis is not wad i wan.... wad can i do.... perhaps she dun love me anymore.... i wan blindfold my eyes to continue my road... wish tat i step out of th road... fall off th cliff.... not expecting any1 to save me.... tis are all illusion... i tot tat would be my best ending.... but it wasn.... my heart slashed by th spears of devils.... bleed on th skins of th devil... my heart surrounded by darkness... i have completely no place to roam.... no1 to seek of.... left myself in th world... depend on myself for survival... god.. im thirsting for u.... 我如此爱你.... 为何你要折磨自己..... 我真的真的真的好爱你.... 我不想放弃这段感情.... 尽管你如此对我冷淡.... 我也不会离开你.... |
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