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Thursday, September 17, 2009
 Today was th fourth day of school since reopen, hmmm.. i guess i didn enjoy it? haii... ytd went thru some 60 push-ups, make me tired until i almost overslept th next day... thn today PE was so tired also... so jus went home immediately.... and EOY is 15days away from me... i need to buck up on my math and combined humanties... haii... i dun wish to retain luh... im so damn piss off by some private things... but nvm... shall not vent on other ppl.... i jus need some rest will do... i jus realise something, getting into relationship is easy or hard, depends on personal thinking... for me, i myself thinks tat is very hard... pleasing a girl is also very hard... thn i rather be single... today i dun think i did any wrong.. she said i was half-hearted? i know, she dun lyk sweet words, instead she lyk actions... perhaps i should reflect on myself? but im goanna get things clear real soon.. i dun wan her misunderstood me of anything... i realli do lyk her... her words somethime did kill my thoughts.... i guess i have work more harder? hmms... evrything seems so hard for me... or is it i understimated all these small detailed matter? she wanted changes in me... wad should i do? im so clueless.... perhaps showing some care and concern could do better? i jus wan her to know i realli know tat im serious about her? im not goanna joke tis time.... i finally know why my relationship had been so bad... is cuz i always neglect th girl whoever i was stead-ing with, and thn i never felt anything for it.... i realise im no different from a idiot... these days i realli went on thinking, thinking and thinking... she was th 1 who makes me feel tat i can be a good person... is not tat i dun trust her... mayb i might need some reflects... shall end tis post.. |
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