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Thursday, September 24, 2009
hi guys, im posting again ;) first,a few dates to rmb: 26 oct - trenna birthday 2 oct - exam hmm.. currently mugging very hard for exam... my target for EOY is, pass math, pass P.O.A, pass chinese, pass combined science. if i can pass english tat would be better?? yeah.. so not much to blog as i have to mug hard... wun be seeing much post till i finish my exam.. to all my friends, do mug hard! and enter 4B1 together next year! yeah? hahas shall end here : ( |
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Monday, September 21, 2009
 Today was a "awesome" day it is.... first,start off with today morning, went to meet zhenyang see they jam. thn after tat actually meeting meihua at th bus stop, but in th end i go to pp with raymond and zr first, at there slack and eat. thn renfang call say we late by 1hour liao, thn we go chiong there... we rent bike go there since they say they at mac.. reached there see no shadow, waited 10mins... still no see no shadow of them... thn me,zr and raymond went cycle 1 big round first.. after cme bak, still haven see them... wtf.. thn waited anothr 10mins... fuck they duno go wher liao... thn cycle go find them they say they at wad shop... reached there STILL see no shadow... i fcuking dulan liao... thn finally saw them... thn i no mood pei them play.. see them jiu dulan... thn th rest of th time cycle and cycle all th way... thn homed with raymond and zr... WTF is wrong with them! cb damn wad lahs.... i dun blame th boys... is those ppl de attitude made me dulan... keep dua us... thought tat today would be a great day... in th end wad i get! all tis fcuk shit! |
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
 Today was th fourth day of school since reopen, hmmm.. i guess i didn enjoy it? haii... ytd went thru some 60 push-ups, make me tired until i almost overslept th next day... thn today PE was so tired also... so jus went home immediately.... and EOY is 15days away from me... i need to buck up on my math and combined humanties... haii... i dun wish to retain luh... im so damn piss off by some private things... but nvm... shall not vent on other ppl.... i jus need some rest will do... i jus realise something, getting into relationship is easy or hard, depends on personal thinking... for me, i myself thinks tat is very hard... pleasing a girl is also very hard... thn i rather be single... today i dun think i did any wrong.. she said i was half-hearted? i know, she dun lyk sweet words, instead she lyk actions... perhaps i should reflect on myself? but im goanna get things clear real soon.. i dun wan her misunderstood me of anything... i realli do lyk her... her words somethime did kill my thoughts.... i guess i have work more harder? hmms... evrything seems so hard for me... or is it i understimated all these small detailed matter? she wanted changes in me... wad should i do? im so clueless.... perhaps showing some care and concern could do better? i jus wan her to know i realli know tat im serious about her? im not goanna joke tis time.... i finally know why my relationship had been so bad... is cuz i always neglect th girl whoever i was stead-ing with, and thn i never felt anything for it.... i realise im no different from a idiot... these days i realli went on thinking, thinking and thinking... she was th 1 who makes me feel tat i can be a good person... is not tat i dun trust her... mayb i might need some reflects... shall end tis post.. |
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
hi guys... first, stop being amused about my piercing okay! is not lyk im th first 1 to do it! lols... hmmm.. ytd went to livewire blahblah things... in th end is th same as CLM... okayss... after went to makan with cellgroup... after tat reached expo around 5pm? thn started service... after tat, went home with zr... hmmm... Today went to meet my gan mummy... awhile onli thn she went for meeting? me and zr think bugis too bored? went to pasir ris to plae? suddenly bad things happened.. shall not eleborate? haha... so... home sweet home sweet with zr? TMR GOANNA START SCHOOL!!! felt so weak after knowing.... EOY coming also... goanna mug and mug and mug.... i wanna go sec4!! T.T so must buck up! jyjy myself : ) |
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Friday, September 11, 2009
hi guys, its me again...lolss.. anyway im blogging about ytd and today? haha i guess? hmm.. ytd went to amk hub with meihua and wenqi.. went there for a job internview? thn i was so-called hired? thn work from 11am to 9pm... during tis process, alot of fuckup things happen... our boss is th mediacorp de actor siol... firstly, dun think he's a good person.. instead,he sux to th core!! his temper damn irritating sia... and his movie hard to sell... is lyk i took 1-2hour time to sell onli 1 dvd onli!! but in th end i say i dun wan do le... thn took my pay and went home with meihua and wenqi... haii... thn, today early wake up from 8.30am.. meetup with meihua go tam gym, cuz she say it was big?? at there do some workout.... after tat went to buy some snacks at nearby 7/11... thn go walk walk at century square... thn took 31 from tam mrt... thn meihua halfway went down th bus cuz she got work?? for me, i went home myself yeah... hahas... later goin meet some friends.. shall not continue blogging... take a nap frst and go cut cut my hair, thn buy cig and go slack with them... |
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Today... ah fei,me,fell off from th cliff le..... he did a wrongful sin... wad happen in th police station i shall nt say... thn go find zhirong to talk heart to heart... felt better.... anyway thanks brother... even though jus now i scold u on th phone.... despite tis, u still come and find me and chat.... sorry for my attitude today.... i will cherish u brother... and also thanks wenqi for goin out wit me.... hmmm... today was rather sad for me... shall not blog le... i need some peace... my dear WuHuJiang ah... do not worry for me, for i shall repent myself... i thought 2008 was bad enuf for me.... but 2009 was worsen for me.... |
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Talk about ytd bah.... zhirong and i went to tam to buy some studs... and play max tune... after tat went to block slack slack... after tat see th time reaching 4plus, thn we on our way to church... hmmm... not much manjusrian came... so boring... anyway, nohing to post about... shall stop here : ) acceptance is it a kind of forgiveness or insultion....? i wish to know her better.... something crop up in my mind... it was not wad i expected... i leave my mind unattended.... i was so fake..... |
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Friday, September 4, 2009
ohwell, just reached home from a terrified place.. my mum and i went to a piercing shop... as th shop was my mum's friend... so i pierced 3 hole at a time! ohman... IS FCUKING PAIN! hmmm... shall not say le... so pain.... |
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
i felt lyk lying on th bed.... there's nothing i can do.... why i always find things hard to solve? is either came too fast or too slow.... now, i felt lyk im standing at th edge of a cliff.... 1 small step i might jus fall.... i dun know why i things get out of hand so easily.... everything seems so hard to me... i was terrified tat i make a mistake and i might jus fall lyk tt... haii.... my life was in a mess now... i jus dunno how am i goanna clear it... i wanna have a peaceful life tats all... why i was th one keep facing all tis unecessary things? i dun get it... Today i sinned.... i felt im a person tat cnt get over a certain temptation... i felt so useless in god's eyes.... i thought i can change into a good person by lord jesus... but it seems tat it didn happen... i felt so useless... very useless... i knew tat god is watching me sin today.. yet i still doin it... i know saying sorry isn wad god wants... sometimes, i jus wanna know wad god really wan me to do... but i cnt felt his presence to a certain extent... or was it god trying to test me with tis? if yes, sorry i had fail.... life had been miserable for me since sec2.... i already used to it.. sorry... my heavenly father... i jus wanna say sorry to u.... im so sorry.... i wish i could understand u more.... haii... 93674, 4 6477 968..... |
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Hmmm.. Today went to Iluma with Sisters.. watch "wher got ghost"... we had real laugh and real scared in th cinema man... after tat i run off first to meet elaine and wenqi for movie... watched proposal... not veri nice but entertaining... hmmm... well, Just wanna say i had lots of fun today! should i confess to her tat i lyk her? issit better not to say? hmmm... im so confused.... |
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